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I hope these words find you in a peaceful and nurturing space. I am writing to share a deeply personal decision that has weighed heavily on my heart for quite some time. This reflection has been a journey for me, particularly over the past year, as I've come to recognise the importance of honouring my inner truth. Initially, I tried to push these feelings aside, especially since I've poured so much love and dedication into everything related to Ellasfield over the past six years. However, the heartbreaking loss of my two beloved cats, Shadow and Pushka, to speeding cars this year has been a profound wake-up call. It has reminded me of the necessity to slow down, reconnect with my true self, and pay more attention to the needs of those I hold dear.

In honouring the messages from our cherished cats, I feel called to ensure that Ellasfield remains a sanctuary filled with love and authenticity. It is vital that we take the time to reconnect with ourselves and each other, embracing the warmth and love they shared with all of us. Consequently, I have decided to take a long-overdue break. I will return refreshed and inspired, ready to share beautiful new offerings with you come February. For those who have healings or private retreats booked with me, I will reach out individually to discuss new dates or alternatives to navigate this together.

I plan to focus on slowing down this winter to honour my commitment to myself and my community. Yesterday, I completed some final training sessions on the therapeutic benefits of spending time with a herd of horses. This experience has illuminated the power of being present and connecting with what is alive within us. As I spent time with the herd, I realised how long it had been since I had sat in nature for more than an hour or so. It had been several years since my Shamanic Practitioner training, spending days immersed in woodland with no technology and no luxuries, and even longer since those long summer days of my childhood spent outdoors. Do you share similar memories of those days when the time felt suspended? Looking back, I see that they brought such comforting simplicity. For many of us, those moments were truly special—like creating makeshift camps, cycling with friends, and enjoying the simple pleasures of warm CapriSun and slightly sweaty sandwiches! I can almost feel the sun's warmth and hear the gentle lapping of the water at the reservoir where I used to sit with my friend Sarah, fully immersed in our experience. Over time, it's easy to forget how these simple moments can bring us pure joy and connection.

In the coming weeks, I will dedicate my time to my family, honouring my ancestors, listening to the land, and nurturing my herd of three horses. I am excited to dream up collaborations with some incredible women to create meaningful and immersive retreats specifically designed for women. I intend to provide a safe space for those ready to be radically honest with themselves, where we can bear our souls and support one another in navigating guilt and shame. Together, we will witness, accept, and gently release our burdens. I know there can be a fear that keeps us trapped in pain—the belief that sharing our deepest secrets will lead to judgment or rejection. If you find a moment this winter, I would love to hear your personal stories surrounding this topic. Additionally, if you could wave a magic wand, what would you wish for in a retreat of this nature?

These retreats, along with many new events such as my 'Cacao Ceremonies,' Flow Dance Meditation, Follow The Herd, Restorative and Sacred Yoga, and our nourishing Kirtan sessions, will take place at the newly renovated Retreat Center. This space has been thoughtfully designed to be spacious and calming, accommodating 16 overnight guests. It's a place where we can come together, share our experiences, and grow as a community. There will be cosy areas to read by the fireside and come together for nourishing meals, fostering a sense of community and warmth.

I look forward to the future with great anticipation. I can't wait to see you all again at Ellasfield and share the new experiences and learnings that the upcoming events will bring. Until then, I wish you a winter filled with blessings and nourishment. Please be gentle and tender with yourselves during this time. Thank you for the love and authenticity you bring to Ellasfield. It means the world to me.

Big love,

Kim x


In Memory of Pushka

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